have you done anything life changing?

what could be more life changing
you ask me this
and i look at you
i sleep in a new bed i sleep in a new room i sleep in a new city
you ask me and you don't understand
this isn't about a single experience
my life has changed
routines, patterns, schedules
i sleep in a new fucking bed
i don't take the same steps or the same walks
the river isn't the same here and the sky isn't the same here and those sheets aren't the same
your face is the same
i sleep in a new fucking bed.